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@Pants: Let's hope this new chick in your house isn't weird. And sorry that your sister is a nut. 
HEY, I'm eating nuts right now! 
Almonds.... in chocolate. Get your mind outta the gutter! 


Lol.
Anyway, I'm not pregnant. I started a two week late period.
Have I mentioned I hate my body?


I'm just gonna lay and and die.
Or lay down and pretend like I'm gonna die, but then get up and read a book.


Last night I started reading a new book by Frank Peretti. I'm scared. He writes some crazy things and I've only read one of his books before (This Present Darkness). Really different. It was about a town going through some crazy changes. People started getting into witchcraft and stuff. Then another part of the story involved a battle between angels and demons and how the demons would affect the decisions and actions of the townspeople. And how the angels' strength depended on the prayers of people at church. Funny, because it had me wondering whether the idea was actually completely fictional or based on the way things really work.
Ya know?
Anyway, I'm reading The Oath. And I'm scared because it was recommended by my husband. All the Frank Peretti books belong to him. He says that this was the only book to ever scare the shit out of him. Not literally, but he did say he had a turn a light on. Why does this freak me out? Because my husband doesn't get scared. Ever. He's the kind of guy who could watch a scary movie without blinking or changing his facial expressions. And all the FP books involve demons in some way.
These are the kinds of books I like to read because usually they come with a message on how to deal with fear, usually in a religious way. It paints a picture of demons more as pathetic little creatures with nothing better to do than torture, instead of beasts you should fear at all times. 
Demons are real, btw. 
No, ghosts are not. OH NOES, DID I RUIN GHOST HUNTERS FOR YOU?
I used to love that show too. And Paranormal State, that was a good one.
How do I know? Lots of studying do to personal experience with the supernatural. In fact, it's the reason I'm religious now. Dropped the whole "cool atheist" scene for a reason, that's for sure.
Am I 100% positive that I'm right? Yes. 
If anyone tells me otherwise, I don't debate. I just nod my head.
I've seen too much. I know too much.


Anyway, let's not jump into deep shit just yet. A lot of people stopped being my friend when I became religious. Which is ghey, because I don't preach at anyone. And I don't tell anyone my beliefs unless I'm expressing it in my own little area, like this blog. Or if someone asks me. My atheist best friend flipped out once and was like, "YOU KNOW THAT IF I POSTED THAT I LOVE BEING AN ATHEIST, YOU'D COME PREACHING AT ME." Which is bullshit. She pulled that out of her ass. I've never done that and it's ridiculous to assume that any religious person automatically just does that.
I'm always up for a friendly debate, but please don't dish it if you can't take it.


I respect everyone and their beliefs. I really do. 
So please don't run away. >_<


Ahhhhhhh I think I'm done. I've said A LOT.


- Alli